Don't fall in love too fast, because you always get hurt when you fall.

As much as I have been feeling lonely lately, I don't think I'm ready for love. I have now been single for almost two months, and from an outside point of view, I really think love sucks. Oh, haven't we all done it ? Neglect our friends for the one we love, spending as much time as we can with them, forgetting about everyone ? And when it's over, you see how many good friends you have. See, I knew it wouldn't last forever, because nothing does. The chick flick I am has been watching maybe too much of Desperate Housewives/Ugly Betty/Whistler/ whatsoever to believe in it anymore. No matter what, people always leave. Fortunately, there's always someone better getting in your way to replace them.

How could you make things better ? Well, by living up your life.

I haven't wrote anything in a month here. That's funny. Last time I wrote, I was kind of depressed by a stupid breakup. About a month later, I got to say how BETTER I feel. I learned alot of things about me during that month. I took some time for myself, meet up some older friends I didn't get to see in a while, party, well, enjoying my life. I think that love isn't just about when two people are in love. It also can be when they're breaking up because they both know they aren't meant for each other. We weren't meant for each other. If any of you was wondering, my ex and I are still friends. That was painful, but worth it. I realized how many good friends I had, how many didn't care, and how many really mattered and asked "Are you sure ?" when I told them I was okay. And I just wanted to say thank you. Being single is fun. I'm 17, I'm young and enjoying my life. I learned that I have been accepted into the college I wanted to get in, I'm going to dye my hair blonde again, I'm having fun.

Enjoy your life. You only have one.